Sinusitis :-(

Yes, I'm sick :-( and I don't like that at all! The trouble with me is because of my disease I'm more lightly to get sinusitis or pnemunia than an ordinary cold so I'm always very careful around people that are having a cold.
But you can't always be. I started feeling bad yesterday morning already but hoped it just was something that would be over by today.
I had planned a visit to my coach in Norrtälje and also to have lunch with my friend Anne. I had to cancel both, sadly enough. But the fun thing was that before I called my coach called and she was also having a cold and since she know I'm a bit sensitive she wanted me to know. So today wasn't meant to be.

By the way, the job I went for an interview on. I didn't get it :-(. I had a mail yesterday so I mailed back asking why I didn't get it. This is good for me to know since I haven't been on the jobmarket for so long. She said I had exactly the background but one applicant had that extra (I suppose university degree which I don't have) which made the company get that extra bonus. I haven't heard from any of the others yet and I suppose you won't either. I'm hoping extra much for one job but the time for that is out on Monday so I will call them then.

Something else. I got so extremely mad today and I think you wouldn't have want to be here then. I got a letter from the unemployment benefit society asking for complements to my documents?!?! 1 1/2 months after I had reported that I was unemployed. This means I won't get any money until they are satisfied. So January I didn't get any money and now it looks like I won't get any in February either :-((( How am I supposed to pay my bills? Do I call the bank and say: I can't pay because my unemployment benefit isn't paid. They won't understand that at all.

I hate being unemployed!!!! In 43 year of working I have never ever been out of work and it sucks!!!
I started working at 12 so do the math :-) I still have 10 good years to work hopefully. One would think employers would like a mature, experienced, dedicated, skilled woman but obviously not.

I know, I sound moany and down but sometimes it's how I feel. And the longer time goes the more you get unsecure. Not to mention the fact that I don't use my skills, I don't get further education in my line of work.
So I do need a work not soon, but NOW!
Any suggestions?

And as that wasn't enough the snow keeps coming. We are having so much snow and it's cold -10C and more snow is predicted.

On Sunday we are going to Danniel for dinner and I'm going no matter what :-)

Have a nice weekend everyone and take care <3 <3