HOT HOT H.E.A.T

Yes, tomorrow my summervacation is over and I'm back to work. I'm actually looking forward to it and hopefully I will remember something of what I did before the leave. I mean I have only done the monthly once on my own :-) This autumn I will try not to get so involved with the Rheumatic association. I have noticed that I'm feeling much better now that I haven't been forced to deal with a lot of things since June I do feel more relaxed and content. I can't understand why people are so negative and why they won't help. I mean an association is their members not the board but it's only us, it feels like, that is organizing and fixing things for people to meet or to socialize but it's almost always only us that shows up. I'm rather fed up with that. I will make a last effort but if nothing change I'm afraid I don't have the strength to carry on. It's enough being sick myself but also having husband, son and Mother sick doesn't make it...