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Cruise with Cinderella

Yes, I'm going on a conference cruise with Cinderella together with the Rheumatic association.
I hope it isn't too windy. We will meet with the Aland rheumatic association tomorrow to compare notes. After that a guided tour around Mariehamn something I did myself for almost 10 years as a tourleader but I haven't been to the mainland of Aland in many years so it should be fun.

Something that is very sad is that Olle is in Intensive care with no hope. The doctor called me today while I was on my way down to see him before I go on the conference. The doctor said there is no hope now and that I should call relatives if they wanted to see him. So I have said my goodbyes and my sister and mother is on the way down now. He was so small, he had like shrunk the last few days and it was very hard to hear what he had to say. He told me to be nice and take care of mother and that my sister and I should stick together and be as close as we are now.
He also told me to say hi to my sons and that I should be proud of all of them because they are good boys.

Maybe you think I don't take this seriously since I'm going on the cruise despite the situation but I am. I had many thoughts before I decided to go and I'm on my cellphone all the time and if he's still here tomorrow night I will go there again.

This is life - birth, death but still life goes on and has to. It's hard and I think about this a lot.

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  1. Anonym5 maj 2009 kl. 18:12

    So sorry to hear about this. I wish you great strength.

    SvaraRadera
  2. RedRed6 maj 2009 kl. 05:48

    I'm sorry to hear about your dad. Stay strong, Mia. I'm thinking about you.
    Love
    Sandy

    SvaraRadera

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