Happy Birthday Marvin

It's Marvin's birthday today and I hope he got what I sent :-) I wish you all the best on your day and hope you will have a wonderful day.

I have been kind of sad for a couple of days and I really don't know why and it isn't like me at all.
I always try to see the positive side of everything but suddenly I didn't feel that.

I shouldn't be feeling like this because for the first time in a very long time I (and Hasse of course) got to spend some time with Jonas last week. We went to Gavle to celebrate his birthday which we did by going to Church street, an American restaurant in Sweden and I mean really American.
The following day it was time for Rockweekend where H.E.A.T performed. They were great and I had fun although I couldn't hear very well after the concert since I forgot my earplugs. I stood closest to the stage which was the first time I ever did that.
In the afternoon we had planned to celebrate Jonas on his actual birthday and Lena had made strawberrycake with whipped cream but Jonas had to go quite early for soundcheck and whatever they do before a gig. So we had to eat it ourselves.
After the gig though he came back together with Mandy to sleep at Staffan och Lena's house and go home with us the following instead of in the tourbus.

We went home the following day and Jonas had a gig in Stockholm city at 1PM so we had to leave early. Here's a link to what they sang. I think it's a wonderful aucustic "Late night lady". Jonas is singing backup vocals here! I think he's really good.

Late night lady

That night Rockweekend came to Upplands Väsby and I went there, something I wasn't supposed to since we were to have the jubilee with Rheumatic association but there was not enough interest so we had to cancel that.
I went to Rockweekend instead and once again H.E.A.T did a great gig even better than in Gavle in my opinion but an early night since I was tired.

So you see I should be feeling happy and glad but I don't and I can't put my finger to what is wrong. Maybe it has taken me harder than I thought to be out of work (unwillingly). Or maybe it's because I am sad for Hasse that never seems to get the right treatment or myself for that matter.