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Tuesday and tired


Above a photo of J and Peter in the studio and right side a view of LA and left the great rockers. J and K.

Happy moment today was when I drove to work at 6.20AM and it was actually light and clear. It gets lighter and lighter every day now and the sun is returning. Can you be other than happy then?

Last night I had trouble sleeping. Thoughts kept disturbing me. Thoughts about Mom and O and how they gonna keep. They are not living a dignified life as it is now.
I have been talking to the community help service, district nurses and others and tomorrow we have called an emergency meeting to see what can be done. They both need 24-hour care which the community help service can't give so maybe they have to go to hospital again.

So this morning I was dead tired when I woke up at 5.15AM and that's why I was so happy when I saw this beautiful morning. I thought it would be sunshine all day but no. It was just in the morning and later it turned cloudy and colder and hoarfrost on the trees. Very beautiful.

J is ill today. It's hard getting back home and especially with the big time difference but also the big difference in temperatures. Hope he gets well soon.

Yesterday I also attended the first class of the Rheumatic association's "Movementyear". It's our local association that has sitting down gymnastics, foot gymnastics, relaxation, Qigong and selfmassage. It was fun but some movements did hurt. We are to have this class every Monday and I'm really looking forward to it. Next time I'm gonna have better clothes though.

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