Christmas preparations

I'm sorry I haven't written for a day or so but as a woman this time of year is very hectic.

Yesterday I was at Ersta hospital in hope of getting help for my stomach. But I was kind of dissapointed and the doctor even asked if I were. Yes, I said, I had hoped for some help for my pain. He said they don't have any help to give because this is such a complex illness. They could operate to some point but as always their answer to everything is - loose weight. I told him that's easier said than done!!! It's like he didn't listen to what I said! I told him I can't eat big meals because it's like I'm full after half a portion. And afterwards it hurt. It's like there's something in the way. I saw on him that he thought I ate huge amount of food and stuff which I don't. The only thing that is different is that I can't go out walking like I used to because of all the pain I have especially in my feet and heel. Enough of this but it always gets me down and sad. It's like he thought I like to look like this :-(

Today I was to go shopping in our mall here in Vasby but when I came to the parkinglot I drove away. It was silly! So many cars that there weren't any parkingspaces left. People parked a long long way from the mall and then walked there. I decided to go somewhere else and just buy the food today which I did. I don't know if I will have any Christmas presents on Christmas Eve because of this (well some I have).

Now I'm tired and have to go to bed. I work tomorrow as well so up at 5.39 as usual. Good night and sleep well.